I recently came across these video clips of one of my life heroes, Keith Green, acting like a bit of a jerk to his audience…
How self-important an artist do you have to be to yell at your audience for clapping along to your songs? It’s pretty outrageous and if I’m honest, makes me a little sad to watch.
The reality is that God used Keith Green to radically transform my life in high school. Keith’s music and teaching ignited a spiritual fire in me that changed everything and launched me on a new path. I’ve always held him up as a super-spiritual, other-wordly, heroic, modern-day saint. But that’s not entirely true.
Keith Green was a flawed person with some serious edges. And yet, God used him powerfully.
This messes with me and has the potential to push me one of two ways. First, I could become a cynic and say “See, he was just a fake! Behind all those christian words was a cocky heart! I can’t believe I was duped by such a hypocrite.” OR, second, I could humbly realize that “If God can use a screw-up like Keith Green, then maybe God can use a screw-up like me. Grace, grace, grace. All is grace.”
I choose option two.
I no longer believe that there are a few super-spritual people that God uses to change the world, and then there are the rest of us. This distinction is false. There is one group of people on earth – the broken – and we all belong to it. Even Billy Graham. Even your hero. Even your next door neighbor. Even you. Even me.
Now certainly, when we choose to follow God in the way of Jesus, God begins to heal and transform us into the people we were made to be. And I think God can more easily use a person that’s already walking in His ways. But we never get to the point where we deserve the Almighty Creator of the Universe to work through us. Not even close. It’s all grace. Grace, grace, grace.
And so I’m trying to not get so upset when one of my heroes or leaders or respected friends disappoint me. And I’m trying not to get too upset when I mess up…again. What about you?











